wow, i feel like i haven't updated in ages. maybe that's because i haven't been here in ages? gawd. it makes me feel strange. and i haven't been commenting on your entries either, i've read them though, like, just now... i'm sorry about that. i will get better at those things.

anyway, i just felt like letting you know that about two weeks ago, i rediscovered one of my great childhood loves: count duckula. never seen the show? then i pity you. british animated humour at its very best. right now i'm awaiting the first season on dvd, i ordered it about a week ago so it should turn up any day now. and it's the original english version - not swedish, which is what i grew up with and am used to - and from what i've seen on youtube it is even more glorious in its native tongue. YES I'M A CHILDISH GEEK OKAY? ;)

i'm going to see "harry potter and the order of the phoenix" on wednesday or thursday. haven't decided which day yet. and i just got the last book yesterday and have started reading it. i'm on chapter four so far, but as much as i would like to finish the book in the next few days, i think i'll have to finish "interview with the vampire" first since i have to bring it back to the library soon. good thing i'm done with "mrs. dalloway" already. and well, because i can't keep my hands off new and interesting finds whenever i'm at the library, "jonathan strange & mr. norrell" is kind of low on my list of priorities at the moment. so much to read and so little time...

i got a call on friday, from the unemployment office. if luck is with me then i should be getting a job pretty soon (august-september) at a warehouse in morgongåva. fingers crossed, okay?

in ending this geek!post, as i will have to call it, i would like to add that catchy_tunes is dead, as in, no more. there are three reasons for this (in case anyone is craving an explanation). one, i've realized that there is another user whose username is almost exactly like mine, and i don't like that one bit because that can be all kinds of confusing. two, i feel like i've had this journal long enough, and by now it really is filled to the brim with rubbish. and three, i've been inspired by nathalie's going from balconysmoker to wroughtdivision to poligniac in, like, a week or so. it reminded me that sometimes, change is good for you. as in, right now, change is good for me.

so, if by any chance you're still not sick of me: pasxelle.

( photo galore! )

i was right about the blood tests, by the way. seven tubes.

have a nice weekend.

i'm home, as you may have noticed. turns out you would be hearing from me a day earlier. OH JOY, right?

well, anyway. i've had fun, and now i'm really tired. i have a doctor's appointment and some kind of information meeting at the unemployment office to go to tomorrow. so incredibly dull. i just want to sleep through the day instead. but then there will be no blood tests (i'm just assuming there will be), and no job information (and now that my dad won't get ANY money at all - don't ask because just the thought of the whole situation pisses me off - i feel that i seriously need to contribute). boohoo.

i'm leaving first thing in the morning. see you tuesday.

oh, by the way, the lovely supra also says BYE. :)

"icky thump" is a really good song. you're an immigrant too!

sara and i went shopping yesterday, and we had chocolate sundaes (delicious), and then when we got home we tried a couple of spells, and then we watched "the craft". haha, fun. i bought a tiny blue slinky! and some other stuff.

tomorrow i'm going to the unemployment office. i hope they like me. :D

sunday will be so much fun. okay, the whole weekend actually. i haven't been to gothenburg in three years.

now i really need to wash my hair. bye.

you know how that englishman on the roof told me i was going to die today?

i don't see that happening. time is running out. ;)

also, tomorrow i'm getting the second (and...*sniff*...last) season of "dead like me". i'll never be bored again! and then i have to talk to karro about our midsummer celebration. i've been making plans here, and buying stuff, while she's been to that justin timberlake concert. saaad. but we'll work it out, i'm sure.

i think my cousins (or possibly just sara, if the guys decide they want to stay at home this time, as they so often do) are coming on saturday. they're going to be here for about a week, which is a lot longer than usual. and then... sunday after next. i won't say anything because everyone i know is sick of hearing it by now. (well, almost.) but that is SO going to be a good day. and some time in july, we're going to engsö castle. that'll be fun too. GHOSTS EVERYWHERE. :O

i wonder what is going on with my friends, exactly. first thing i see when i check helgon today is that apparently peter has joined the band. what? when? not that i have anything against him, but how can they let him join without even telling me? so, um... he's also a guitarist, which is a good thing, but still. show some manners, people! :O

and then i hear something about someone being betrayed somehow by someone else. i hope it's nothing serious, although the words "i'll never trust you again" have been said. that doesn't sound very good, does it? damn. not another crack in the group, please.

on a lighter note, i bought "interview with the vampire" yesterday, and i watched it again late last night. it's absolutely wonderful. have you watched it yet? no? then GO DO IT.

so today i graduated. yup yup. it was insane. i realized that i actually do have some really good friends (more than ever before in my life), and i also got lots of great gifts such as a new mp3-player, a camera and a ring that used to belong to my grandmother.

yeah, i would've posted a picture of something but i haven't gotten my camera to work just yet. i'm too tired to process what it says in the manual. maybe this weekend...

i still find it hard to believe that i've gone through this particular rite of passage. so, what, i'm an adult now? part of me wants to say fuck you to that, but hey... it could prove to be a great thing.

i have a band. the line-up; ci (bass), mia (guitar), anna (drums) et moi (vocals). we rawk already and we haven't even started rehearsing yet. ^^ oh yeah, and i played on wednesday night anyway. my arm hurt even more afterwards but it was worth it.

i got another e-mail from that poetry site, they want me to have a medallion as well. but that stuff is EXPENSIVE. i'm just going to have to explain to them that i'm a student and i haven't got a lot of money. :P

i finished my project on thursday. SUCH a relief. i hope it will do.

less than a month left now. i can't wait. gothenburrrrrg. <3

i've been in the library looking for interesting articles to no avail. so i decide i should go back and tell nell that i need help. before me on my way out is a girl who (i think) works in the library. she holds the door open for me. i stop briefly to glance at the black list to see if i'm still there, and as i do so, she lets go of the door. my left arm is hit, hard, by the door handle. now i can't play tetris, i can't carry things with my left hand, and even typing hurts.

the problem is that i'm supposed to play tonight. bass and guitar. i've tried picking up a bass and it HURTS when i try to play it. i have to find sören and tell him that i might not be able to play. i'm not looking forward to sofia going spare.

it's just like me to screw things up, of course. you're all very welcome.